boring day ~

again is a new day...
tis two day noneed work...
very free so on9 at home...
bcz of i was sick, so cant attend many fen's gathering...
miss them so much..
yesterday can tahan... i was gv him a msg..
v chat round 1 hour..
angel fight wif devil... at the first devil was win,...
mean i wan go to meet up n see him..
bt at last tahan d...lolzzz...
really complicated lo me~
so deep!
haiz...jz heard his voice oso can d la~
i jz noe he can pass his life wif happily then i was happy...
really miss him..bt no brave to tell him,...sob!
yesterday n now the devil was call me bec to bside him wow...
can i do so??
god, help me plz....
wat should i do....
the angel no energy to fight wif the devil d la~~
suffer n pity angel nia ...
bt i try my best to save angel la...
hope will nt gt bad news frm me la...
if 1 day i really bec to bside him...
alot of fen sure will say me wan...
mayb they will say me stupid or wat laa...
depands la...
bt i relly cant put down him la...
4 n half years de " gan qing" u think so easy to put down meh...
i hear frm him...
he nt 100% put down me yt/...
haizz...wat should i do leh??who can tell me??
2ml gt work d...sure no time to write blog d la...
c when free i oni update my blog la...
Bye bye ya~
Date: 29-11-2009 & 12.39pm

无聊~

无所事事地呆在家...
星六晚不可能呆在家吧!
但这就是实事...
在家上网咯,还能做么...
无聊到...这两天没工...闷到...
但生病还是乖乖呆在家吧...
妈妈做工...没人跟我聊...
只好跟你聊咯!
他现在好吗??
刚刚听到他好像发生了一些事情...
但我不能帮他了...
只能替你加油好了...
好啦..
要去休息了~

病倒了..

生病了...
我想最近缺乏喝水吧!还是想着你? ^^
不知在何处的你..要好好照顾自己噢~
昨天梦到你在我床边,照顾我这个病人..
想念一个人的日子真的很难受!
想要拨你的电话号码..
可是最后还是不要好了...
毕竟我们已经"不可能"了...
慧真,知道了吗?
别再为了这些而烦了咯~ 要乖!
最后还是想说:超想你...

回到槟城了...
有得玩,有得睡(饱满),有得吃...
竟然胖了二公斤叻...
够力~
不能这样下去了!!!
今天起我就开始去早晨了!!!
希望不会半途跳楼啦+.+
现在已经没人要了啦..
如再胖下去真的没人要,要去做尼姑了咯!哭~
这几天我把我的脑搞到很累,..
原来四年半的感情,不是说放就放了的..
我现在最爱的还是"他"..
不管有多多少少的男生经过...
可是我觉得我爱的只有一个"他"..
可能因为我跟他渡过很多风雨吧...
昨天..我参我以前的一个男性朋友出去..
我竟然想起"他"
以前我们曾经为了这个男性而吵..
想想现在要吵也没机会了~
昨天我一时冲动,想要去他家看看他..
就算一眼我也开心了...
我真的很想很想他...
可是最终还是选择不去了...
因为我知到我已经放手了...
虽然很不舍得..可是还是要放...
虽然我口头跟他讲,我永远不会原谅他..
可是昨天我已原谅他所做的一切...
真的很环念我们一起在海边散步,一起煮饭,煮菜,一起去很多地方玩
真的很开心..可是从此不再有了..
没关系啦...
现在我懂了..所谓:
不愿天长地久,但愿曾经拥有..
对你的爱,永远都一样...
我想这个爱如要消失,就要等到一个比你更疼我的人吧!!
毕竟,短期之内,不想交男朋友吧..
因为失恋真的很痛苦...
真的会死人的..
所以啊...
我们一定要珍惜身边人咯!!

complete my last exam paper

yeahhhh!!!
successful complete my last exam paper last nite-SQQM 1023...
but dun have good mood to ans it...
but i think still can score gua...hopefully la +.^
2ml start gt freedom d lo...
dono wan to do wat oso...
recently i fat d lo...
if 1 day he saw me..he sure say :
Waaa.."so ~~ fat la"..
dislike he say me like this..
very sad when heard that..
so start from 2day..
wan keep fit d la !!!gambateh..
must slim slim wan lo!!
k la... when free oni share my life story wif u all la !!
miz my penang's friends very much..
Muackz...

Time : 02.30am & 21 Nov 2009

我爱的人不爱我,爱我的人我不爱他

爱情是这样的吗??
突然觉得爱情是个没有保障的东西..
很久没有让人疼爱的感觉..
突然想要有..可是他告诉我,我们不可能了..
为什么呢??我不敢问他..
可能种种因素吧...
不想逼这段感情开始...
其实我也懂我们不能长久的...
可是我身边的朋友都常跟我说:
"不愿天长地久,只愿曾经拥有"..
终于,我终于跟他表白了...
可是答案并不是我想要的!!
可能一路走来我都是一霜情愿吧...
但没关系了...
至少懂得他真正的在想什么...
可能他的关心让我觉得他有在喜欢我吧...
但现在我懂了,明白了...
我也不会再这样下去了...
其实我也觉得我很花心..
等下喜欢这个,等下那个...
吃力啦!!
但我又不是没人追..都不懂在愁些什么啦...
目前椐我说知,追求我的还蛮多...
可是我却不喜欢他们啦!!
没感觉啦~
帅的有,有钱的都有,疼我的都有...
我都不懂我要的是什么...
深奥咯!!
but start from today,i will try to find my true love..
i will not give up "love" in this world !!
but i believe "yuan Fen"...
so i will not force the "yuan fen" come...
just take it easy...
don1 think more about it...
just feel if u fall in love with a person not love you,
you will very suffer!!!
so dun think about him n others d la!!
i wan enjoy my single's life now...
i will wait my true love after 3 years...
0g0s 2012 i wait the days coming...
i love u,the days...
i hope i will get a guy who really respect,sayang n
who really know "menghargai" me wan !!
i love u more than i love myself..
Time : 03.03PM & 14 Nov 2009