Thursday, December 24, 2009

二零零九的平安夜~




不知不觉又一年了~
去年的平安夜,感觉很好玩,很期待那天的来临~
前几年还会为了引接那天的到来,特地去买新衣..
可是今年却不同了...
我想暂时没有特别人物陪我渡过吧~
不但没有期待...反而拒绝异性朋友的约会...
想想我是不是开始对异性反感了~
不会吧~
这是我的第一份圣诞节礼物~
是麒文送的~
真的很抱歉没用送你...
(因为没想到还有人会送我礼物)...
thanks o~
还有其他的礼物~
志光和明送的。。。
圣诞节快乐

25/12/2009 - 23.30
谢谢噢

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

My days~

recently wrk until very exhausted~
lolz...
this holiday really vry bored n din do any things...
no study oso... no special thing to do oso~
this sun wan bec to uum d~
so sien!
mz go bec there ...
dono do wat better...
i meet him last 2 days...
v jz go have a supper...
last nite finally he told the thing that i wan ask him long time ago~
he 1st time told me the truth...
bt i din happy oso...
bcz he was doing sum bad thing...
the thing i think i don1 say it out la..
bcz tht is his secret ma...
recently v contact bec...
bt i never think wan bec to bside him again...
v jz fen~
"v really jz fen"...
act can we??
i oso nt sure... mayb after i bec to uum, then everything is ok d gua,...
hopefully la~ ^^
27th i wan bec to jungle d lo...
mz study hard 4 my next sem d...
Sem1's result nt so good nia...
haiz~
Nite~

Date : 23/12/2009 & 12.19am

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Unlucky plz leave me~

jz working as usual ~
when im bec...
hampir accident~
really very dangerous,...
thought bec oso scary...
next time when driving really mz becareful d~
T.T!
Recently gt "xiao Di Di yuan" lo~
haiz... thy c me only 17 or 18 years old nia...
i seen so small meh~ HAiz...
mz happy or wat... dono~
4 ppl d...
haiz...gai nia...
nw dun think wan to start a new relationship yt...
act i mz tell BN honestly d...
call him dun wait me d...!! bt....
nw i no feel wif him d la~
headache~
Date : 16/12/2009 & 11.55pm

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

ME~

recently working until very tired... Very tired~
who can cum to acc me??
haiz...
nw raining...very heavy~HEAVY
lonely hide at room write diary~ very cold...COLD..
no ppl acc, no ppl pity, no ppl understand...
y ??
suddenly feel very lonely...
my fen-lonely long time din cum to find me d~
y wan cum to find me...??
T.T
plus hear the lonely song...
realy pity~
miss the pass time~ really wan...
bt nw oni noe "menghargai"..
izit too late d... i think so~
haiz...nvm d la.... v bo "Yuan" gua~
recently "gan Qing" make me very fan...
haiz...
dono hw to settle...
bt let it gone 1st la...
still gt 2 week Uni reopen d,,,
lazy bec to there d la...
hate tht Uni nw...HATE...
nobody let me gt mood bec, bt i miss my coursemate n my roomate... really wan...
dono y suddenly will think of them nia~
they all gv me a lot of happiness...
^^
bt still dun think wan bec although miz them...
hehe...
they oso dun think wan to bec rite~hehe!!
Nitez la~
Date : 15/12/2009 & 12am

Sunday, December 13, 2009

grandfather's birthday~

last fri is the day i most busy...
busy my things start frm the early morning...
very very tired...
i done my JPA doc in 1 day...
can say half day...
around 3++ i go shopping n buy sumthing wif fen...
i off day i spends round rm8oo.. 96!
1 call...
2 call...
3 call...
4 call....
call me go eat dinner wif grandfather ~
haizzz.....
bad!!
at the last celebrate grandfather's birthday wif my family~
happy~ long time din do gathering wif whole family members
d unless during CNY,...
(Photo will b upload next time... cz sleepy d~)
Date : 13/12/2009 & 11.30pm

miss u~

long time din saw u d...
long time din talk wif u d...
long time din sms wif u d...
long time din share my things wif u d...
i jz noe tht i miss u so so so much...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

SINGLE's LIFE..

i was working round 1-1/2 weeks d...
2day working as usual ...
sien...
recently gt "tao hua yun"
hehe...
dono is good or bad...
1 of the guy vry shy wan n funny..
haha...cute...^^
another 1 is small than me wan...
dono hw many years old lo...
bt both of them oso nt suit me la.... ^^
mine wan i wan the age is big than me 2-4 years wan...
more "an quan gan "
hahaa...~
haiz...
bt the bad things is he told all staf at there he wan to chase me...
cham la...
make me famous at there d la~
sob...
fri is grandfather's birthday..
plan wan to present a cake 4 him...
hehe...
chrismas dono gt wat function bo...
takkan wan boring stay at hom meh...
lollzzz...
so sien ~
hopefully gt function la...
i don1 b the lonely gal la````
god help me...
recently i wrk till very tired...
no much time to spend 4 my holiday~
swt...
k la...
when free only share my story to u all la... ^^
good night ya ~
Date : 09/12/2009 & 11.54pm

Sunday, December 6, 2009

last fri i finally meet him d~
i really cant control myself to think of him..
y?
yy?
yyy?
y i so stupid...i oso dono...
that day is the day i most happy since last 3 months...
although the time is short...bt i appreciate it~
bcz its too late..so v jz go tesco to buy sumthing~
v go to c LCD TV,n sum r special...
then he buy sum food 4 me..
thx,,...although i don1...
long time no c u d..
u look tired n gt sadness,..
i no brave to ask wat happen to u...
jz hope god will bless u ~
in front of u, i was show that im very happy,...
bt act im nt...
im lonely n sadly~
bt 4ever i wan u to c me im the most happy...
although v r break...
bt i hope i can turn bec to bside u,...
bt my angel stop me d~
i noe u hope too...
bt really cant like b4 d...
hope u understand...
u date me 4 christmas...
bt i reject u d.. sorry...
bt i really hope i can pass 2gether wif u...
bt i cant to say out...
hope the time will past faster then i can 4get u faster la...
nw i don1 to think bout love d la...
bcz it make me most headache...
sob~
have a nice day la...
Date : 06/12/2009 & 1.17pm

Friday, December 4, 2009

我~

2day dun hv work ~
so stay at hom on9 lo!!
so bored~
recently nth special was happen..
jz pass wif normal's life~
recently gt interest to recognize a guy
who wrk at me there ~
jz interest oni...
dun think the bukan bukan ~
y he attract me??
act i oso nt sure ~
hehe..
jz feel gt wan noe more bout him~
lolzz...
recenly keep fit...
at nite seldom eat d,
so cant date fen out eating at nite d lo ..
sob ~
bt 2ml gt a dinner...
eat bit bit can d lo ~
if nt fat fat d liao !!
^^... me tam chia wan ... later sure cant tahan...
o ya,i decided wan buy a hp...
bt dono which mode is nice..
lollzzz...headache ~
ok la...
nth special wan to say d la ~
bb ... c ya ~

Sunday, November 29, 2009

boring day ~

again is a new day...
tis two day noneed work...
very free so on9 at home...
bcz of i was sick, so cant attend many fen's gathering...
miss them so much..
yesterday can tahan... i was gv him a msg..
v chat round 1 hour..
angel fight wif devil... at the first devil was win,...
mean i wan go to meet up n see him..
bt at last tahan d...lolzzz...
really complicated lo me~
so deep!
haiz...jz heard his voice oso can d la~
i jz noe he can pass his life wif happily then i was happy...
really miss him..bt no brave to tell him,...sob!
yesterday n now the devil was call me bec to bside him wow...
can i do so??
god, help me plz....
wat should i do....
the angel no energy to fight wif the devil d la~~
suffer n pity angel nia ...
bt i try my best to save angel la...
hope will nt gt bad news frm me la...
if 1 day i really bec to bside him...
alot of fen sure will say me wan...
mayb they will say me stupid or wat laa...
depands la...
bt i relly cant put down him la...
4 n half years de " gan qing" u think so easy to put down meh...
i hear frm him...
he nt 100% put down me yt/...
haizz...wat should i do leh??who can tell me??
2ml gt work d...sure no time to write blog d la...
c when free i oni update my blog la...
Bye bye ya~
Date: 29-11-2009 & 12.39pm

Saturday, November 28, 2009

无聊~

无所事事地呆在家...
星六晚不可能呆在家吧!
但这就是实事...
在家上网咯,还能做么...
无聊到...这两天没工...闷到...
但生病还是乖乖呆在家吧...
妈妈做工...没人跟我聊...
只好跟你聊咯!
他现在好吗??
刚刚听到他好像发生了一些事情...
但我不能帮他了...
只能替你加油好了...
好啦..
要去休息了~

Friday, November 27, 2009

病倒了..

生病了...
我想最近缺乏喝水吧!还是想着你? ^^
不知在何处的你..要好好照顾自己噢~
昨天梦到你在我床边,照顾我这个病人..
想念一个人的日子真的很难受!
想要拨你的电话号码..
可是最后还是不要好了...
毕竟我们已经"不可能"了...
慧真,知道了吗?
别再为了这些而烦了咯~ 要乖!
最后还是想说:超想你...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

回到槟城了...
有得玩,有得睡(饱满),有得吃...
竟然胖了二公斤叻...
够力~
不能这样下去了!!!
今天起我就开始去早晨了!!!
希望不会半途跳楼啦+.+
现在已经没人要了啦..
如再胖下去真的没人要,要去做尼姑了咯!哭~
这几天我把我的脑搞到很累,..
原来四年半的感情,不是说放就放了的..
我现在最爱的还是"他"..
不管有多多少少的男生经过...
可是我觉得我爱的只有一个"他"..
可能因为我跟他渡过很多风雨吧...
昨天..我参我以前的一个男性朋友出去..
我竟然想起"他"
以前我们曾经为了这个男性而吵..
想想现在要吵也没机会了~
昨天我一时冲动,想要去他家看看他..
就算一眼我也开心了...
我真的很想很想他...
可是最终还是选择不去了...
因为我知到我已经放手了...
虽然很不舍得..可是还是要放...
虽然我口头跟他讲,我永远不会原谅他..
可是昨天我已原谅他所做的一切...
真的很环念我们一起在海边散步,一起煮饭,煮菜,一起去很多地方玩
真的很开心..可是从此不再有了..
没关系啦...
现在我懂了..所谓:
不愿天长地久,但愿曾经拥有..
对你的爱,永远都一样...
我想这个爱如要消失,就要等到一个比你更疼我的人吧!!
毕竟,短期之内,不想交男朋友吧..
因为失恋真的很痛苦...
真的会死人的..
所以啊...
我们一定要珍惜身边人咯!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

complete my last exam paper

yeahhhh!!!
successful complete my last exam paper last nite-SQQM 1023...
but dun have good mood to ans it...
but i think still can score gua...hopefully la +.^
2ml start gt freedom d lo...
dono wan to do wat oso...
recently i fat d lo...
if 1 day he saw me..he sure say :
Waaa.."so ~~ fat la"..
dislike he say me like this..
very sad when heard that..
so start from 2day..
wan keep fit d la !!!gambateh..
must slim slim wan lo!!
k la... when free oni share my life story wif u all la !!
miz my penang's friends very much..
Muackz...

Time : 02.30am & 21 Nov 2009

Saturday, November 14, 2009

我爱的人不爱我,爱我的人我不爱他

爱情是这样的吗??
突然觉得爱情是个没有保障的东西..
很久没有让人疼爱的感觉..
突然想要有..可是他告诉我,我们不可能了..
为什么呢??我不敢问他..
可能种种因素吧...
不想逼这段感情开始...
其实我也懂我们不能长久的...
可是我身边的朋友都常跟我说:
"不愿天长地久,只愿曾经拥有"..
终于,我终于跟他表白了...
可是答案并不是我想要的!!
可能一路走来我都是一霜情愿吧...
但没关系了...
至少懂得他真正的在想什么...
可能他的关心让我觉得他有在喜欢我吧...
但现在我懂了,明白了...
我也不会再这样下去了...
其实我也觉得我很花心..
等下喜欢这个,等下那个...
吃力啦!!
但我又不是没人追..都不懂在愁些什么啦...
目前椐我说知,追求我的还蛮多...
可是我却不喜欢他们啦!!
没感觉啦~
帅的有,有钱的都有,疼我的都有...
我都不懂我要的是什么...
深奥咯!!
but start from today,i will try to find my true love..
i will not give up "love" in this world !!
but i believe "yuan Fen"...
so i will not force the "yuan fen" come...
just take it easy...
don1 think more about it...
just feel if u fall in love with a person not love you,
you will very suffer!!!
so dun think about him n others d la!!
i wan enjoy my single's life now...
i will wait my true love after 3 years...
0g0s 2012 i wait the days coming...
i love u,the days...
i hope i will get a guy who really respect,sayang n
who really know "menghargai" me wan !!
i love u more than i love myself..
Time : 03.03PM & 14 Nov 2009

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

最近的我~~



很久没有在部落格出现了...
我想是最近的忙着准备考试吧...
最近的我很烦..常常都会听到不该听到的消息..
听了之后一定心情很不好很不好的那种!!
=(
再这样下去..迟早我会疯掉..
救命啊!!谁来救救我???
不可能给"尊敬的他"说中,还要等三年吧??
我不想这样等下去了啦~~~
最近的"你"过的很不错吧??
虽然很久很久没见到你了,
可是那种挂念已经慢慢的不见了...
是否对你的那种'爱'已经死了??
我想是吧~~
算了吧..
现在单身的我不知多快活..
异性和同性朋友可以尽兴的去交...
不错啦..
最近的我多了一个儿子..
最近的我们才开始联络..
不自不觉的就这样当成我的儿子.
就这样..
他对我的好,对我的关心...
我就只是感觉他对一个妈妈的好~~
我想在我们之间就有这种感觉吧!!
没关系啦!!彼此开心就好..
努力寻找另一个目标吧!!慧真,要加油了噢~~
我很久没有跟"BN" 联络了...
我很想跟他说现在我对他只是朋友而已..
你就不要因为我而浪费你的时间..
我懂你对我好..可是我不想你这样下去!!
好好过你的生活吧...
差不多要大考了..
我想要专心得考..
情情爱爱就想放在一旁吧!!
不要再让我听到我不想知道的东西了好不好...
我不想知道他过得好不好..
我只是想自己过得很好!!!
慧真,一定要加油噢!!
TIME:12am & 27-10-09

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

who I LOVE !!


^^ You know you're in love when you cant fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams !! #

缘分有了,可是只是短暂的~~
那就友谊万岁吧...
以后别"想太多" 了 (+_+)

Time : 12am & 21-10-09

LOVE


the quote i feel its very meaning 4 a couple or who in love !!!
the i pick it n post at my blog ^^ so that can share with u all *.*
Hope u all like it la @@

LOVE QUOTE
>>> If you live to be a hundred, i wan to live to be ninety nine..
So i never have to live without YOU ~~

TIME : 10.33pm & 20-10-09

Sunday, October 18, 2009


HE...
he was make me sad b4..

he was make me smile b4..
he was make me feel this life no meaning anymore..
he was make me feel i hate him very very...
he was make me disappointed wif him so much...
he was make me wont believe guy anymore..
he was make me scared to near any guy..
he was make me scared until now still single...
he was make me cant sleep well every nite..
he was make my brain suffer now..

if u was go..please go...
dun come disturb my everythings...
Please go ahead!!!
Time : 1.50pm & 18 0ct 2009

Friday, October 16, 2009



Next Week Exam d lo !!!
Sob sob...
Miss my love house so much~~especially my mom !!
but next week can go back d, Feel happy !!
me n his relationship more close d!!
recently successful gt chance talk to him d...
although it is short time, but can feel it very happy ~~
hope it can continue la!! Now really miss him #.# ^.^
2day is holiday, din go anywhere~~
because must stay at hostel "eat" P.Of management book..
wakaka!! Next tue gt exam d la~~
Since 10 0f 0ct,our block dun have water in toilet...
very teruk la...
what also cant do....>< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">luckily 2day gt water d...
hahaa....
hope in future gt water let us bath n wash our shirt la!!!
BEE LING happy birthday ya !!!

I ""LOVE"" EVERYONE

Time : 12pm & 16-10-09

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


这个学期,佛学班就这样的结束咯...
佛学班给我很多很多的回亿..
师兄们都很好,很亲切...
很想念的sem7 学长学姐们咯...
唯一遗撼的是没有跟他们说"tata"
祝你们前途无量啦...
大家,再见了,要保重喔sem7!!!
记得一定要努力+加油噢!!!
很期待新一学期佛学班的来临噢~~~~
Time : 10.00am & 14-10-09

Saturday, October 10, 2009

SOB~



2day i was back to "jungle" uum again...=-0
that day add drop, really very teruk!!!
shittttt....
at hom i cant add even 1 also~~
shittttt...y the uum system so poor!!!
luckily gt uum's friends help me add...
thx jit liang n also jakson!!!
they realy help me alot....thz again ...
yesterday i was gv my friend-kun a big suprise..
i wan really wan say sorry to him...
bcz tis few years i really 4get when is his birthday..
bt yesterday i was do it...
although it's early..
bt i really hope he can get wat i do !!!
so sory to u ya...
at last i wish u stay happy wif ur dear dear n evrything ok...
Happy birthday ya!!!!14 of Oct i will remember it 4ver,my best friend...
Time : 02.00pm & 10 Oct 2009

Friday, October 9, 2009


i was back to Penang d..
Bt nw i prefer stay at uum..
i very miss "him" la...
no more fen can acc me add drop later..lonely ~
hope later add drop can successful la...
Time-8.30pm (09-10-09)

Saturday, October 3, 2009

happy MOON CAKE festival 2009



HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL




2day is moon festival ..
but alone at uum, 1st year without family members at beside during tis festival !!
very miss family members + Penang fens lo !!!
still gt few weeks must sit 4 final exam d laa... boring la !!
study again ...
tis few days always hv "day dreaming"...
maybe think of "HIM" ??
haha...
recently always saw him...
bt still no chance talk to him...
maybe no "YUAN FEN" between us gua !!!
haiz...c the god how to arrange d lo !!!
but so far very happy la...haha
Time : 11.30pm & 03-10-09

Saturday, September 19, 2009

My RAYA holiday...


Now feel very happy...
because yesterday can back to my hometown "Penang" already...
Very miss my family members and also Penang a lot of delicious "food"..
yesterday evening reach Penang already...
But raining on that time...very bad luck...!!!
last nite dun have good sleep...
haiz... Now start holiday already...
a lot of function and date....haha...
but must hardworking to study lo...
final exam is coming soon... gambateh ya !!!