HaPpy ChiNese NeW YeAr ^^

时间过得真快。。。
今天就已经初五了~
今年新年。。
还是像往常一样。。
拜年，吃能增胖的东东，出街~
还有什么能做了。。？
初一。。 准备拜年
去了谊母的家~

初二。。 还是拜年去。。
亲戚`都来我们的家拜年咯~像往年一样~很热闹
可惜新婚的表姐没来~可是红包有来唷~谢谢噢~
q去了二伯的家~
还是很热闹~只是今年多了姑姑，表姐表哥来拜年~
棒唷^^

初三。。还是拜年~
但还有去朋友生日。。
最后还去找表姐哪。。 那天那里真的还蛮多人。。
表妹弟都在那^^
他说我开脸了。。 听了感觉不错咯=P
希望好运能一直下去。。

 初四参我的好姐妹出去。。
h还蛮开心的啦~
朋友真的很重要噢
珍惜啦~

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初五~
还是个很忙的一天~
参一个很好很好的老朋友出去喝茶~
他又教会我很多“道理”
谢谢~他就像我的好哥哥^^
觉得自己好幸福噢~

初六~
参一个朋友出去~去了看“笑着回家”
吃了我最爱的日本餐~
去了新年必去的极乐寺~
去了BT 坐三轮车~
去了海边看星星~
好开心的一整天~
人生第一次坐三轮车在街上兜~
蛮爽一下^^
今年的去极乐寺~往往跟以前不同~


初七~
参了我一个“朋友”出去~
z这天去看“天天好天” ^^
分享了一写故事~蛮开心咯~
还参他去吃晚餐。。棒=P



初八~
参另一个朋友去看戏~
这次看" i LOVE hong kong"~
去summer warmer 吃grilled dory fish ~

食物还好罢了~aiz~

 

初九~

第二份情人节礼物~

喜欢也^^谢谢~

是我最爱的mickey n minnie~

亲爱的、不用了...

亲爱的，不用再说想我。
亲爱的，不用再说你错了。
亲爱的，不用再觉得你对不起我。
亲爱的，我没事的，你放开吧。

无论是怎么开始的，又是怎么结束的。

亲爱的，爱过你我很快乐，被你爱过我很快乐。
亲爱的，你让我学会怎么去疼自己喜欢的人。
亲爱的，你让我知道一个人可以为另一个多快乐。
亲爱的，你让我慢慢学会了接受，不舍的离开。
亲爱的，你让我天真的以为我们真的可以像你说的永远。
亲爱的，不用了。

自打我看到第一次就按捺不住的总去看你的更新。
可是从今天以后不会了。
我不想再跟你有任何类似爱情的纠葛了。

亲爱的，现在我要走了。去幸福了。
这是对我自己的一个交代，也是对你自己的一个交代。

别问我还爱不爱你，我爱你的时候你知道我是怎样的。
别问我还想不想你，我保留的是我想要的回忆，而不是我忘不掉。
亲爱的，我现在很好，你放心吧。

我还是会订两个闹钟让自己睡回笼觉。
我还是会偶尔赖床旷掉第一节课。
我还是会用发蜡抓好头发，跟镜子里的自己微笑。
我还是会高高兴兴的买暖暖的早餐。
我还是会蹦蹦跳跳的走路。
我还是会平常不听课，考前去找朋友补习。

亲爱的。

我还是会做着一切你喜欢不喜欢的事情。
你喜欢我穿的很干净，笑起来很孩子气。

我也喜欢所以我还是这样。
你不喜欢我分给我朋友太多的爱。

我不喜欢，我朋友也不喜欢，所以我以后不再这样了。
你喜欢当你睡醒就能看到我会感觉很踏实。

我也喜欢，你以后身边会有更爱你的人，我也会把最温暖的眼神留给我爱的人。
你喜欢在外面我们拉着手，很幸福。

我也喜欢，所以我会这样跟我下一个爱的人。
你喜欢我给你小惊喜，那些买不起的买得起的我都用自己的方式给你开心。

我也喜欢，这是我爱一个人的付出，以后也是这样。
你不喜欢我故意捯饬，你怕我去勾搭别人。

我也不喜欢，如果这样给我爱的人没有安全感。

亲爱的。

我喜欢你很可爱的那一面，小兔子的那一面。
我喜欢你看着我的眼神，特别的温柔，让我踏实。
我喜欢你说你要跟我一辈子时候的信誓旦旦，像真的一样。
我喜欢你在觉着有威胁的时候当好多人亲我，你真的很敢。
我喜欢我在很忙很累的时候你抱着我说我还有你。
我喜欢你会记得我爱的吃的玩的，逗我，疼我。

我不喜欢你总是哭，总是急躁，总是问我为什么不能去陪你。
我不喜欢你好几个星期不联系我，让我担心。
我不喜欢经历那件事。
我不喜欢听你说那些我怎么也接受不了的理由。

我喜欢你爱我，我不喜欢你现在还说爱我。
我以为 我的温柔能给你整个宇宙 我以为你会安心的呆在我身边
我讨厌是谁告诉我我错了 更不愿意那人是你

亲爱的 说再多只是告诉你 我不会忘记你 你是我爱过的第一个人
我会记得你的好 你所有的好
我不再爱你了 我再是曾经了

我即将也会有我爱的人
陪我一起去做我喜欢的 她喜欢的 我们喜欢的 不喜欢的
浪漫的 愉快的 开心的 快乐的 悲伤的 生气的 难过的

可这一次我说的我们 不再是我和你
再见了 亲爱的
我不希望你恨我 更不奢求你爱我
就是觉得该说再见了

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i jz wan healthy and my family..
others than that.. i NONEED..
now i don1 so many things ad..
feel so down since last nite..
what he recon i will pay full attention..
anyways thank.. ^^

o.O

i was making a wrong decision..
last time i should let him go like this.. bt y im so stupid..?
now felt regret is toO late ad..
maybe i was change his life.. i hope u at there stay happily always..
nw i just felt that 2gether wif u, really is a great moment ^^
but the time cant turn back again..
n i jz can c u go like tis..
i just hope u can take care always n make some result back..

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人越大烦恼就越多。。 不是吗。。？

holiday mode ^^

this sem holiday really hv a lot of fun.. thz u guys who acc me pass..^^
although  many guys were leave me soon.. bt i appreciate them..
bcz thy ad acc me pass the a lot of happy+ sad day~thz <3
one of my fen wan go another country working ad.. aiz..
so sad when heard the news.. hope he can get wat he wan la..
support u always.. ^^
one of my best fen.. he wan go KL working n study ad... ==''
he also always acc me when im sad..
still gt a fen.. kc.. u mz take care always..
im waiting u bec celebrate my 23th bday wif me..
u was promise me a lot a lot...
i jz can tell u, although the time v as couple is short..
bt v will bcum best fen 4ver.. i promise u...

BUKIT JAMBUL complex..

2day im going to BJ complex..
having my breakfast, lunch, n dinner at MISAI..
delicious, yum yum ^^
there really gv me a lot a lot memories..
bt the memories 4ever jz oni is the memories..
still remember v do a lot of things at there.. tht time v really vry poor..
evrything oso dun hv.. still remember or tht..
tht time really is the time v most happy although wat v oso dun hv..
bt nw ad different,..
aiz.. nvm ad la.. nw i ad gt my new life.. the pass dun think bec ad la..
i oso noe tht evrything cant turn bec ad..
v mz c in front.. nt see behind..
gambateh.. ^^

"guy will forget gal at once they r rich.. y they never think back the time when he is poor,he din hv anything,who still stay at beside them..? 1 like tht, 2 also like tht..."
aiz~~

my day in tis 10 days

During  tis 10^th days of my exam week.. no function at all.. everyday oni study… so sien…

But nw is ad afer 10 days~ haha~

Nw can enjoy 99 at home ad~ after suffering is enjoying ^^

Bt tis time final, I really hv a lot of pressure.. I think nt oni me..

But I noe a lot of ppl was helping me alot during tis final.. thz a lot..

O ya.. the 1 thing tht I cant 4get is

The FooD r sold at uum duing tis Final.. bad.. bad and bad…

I eat until wanna vomit u noe.. everyday eat the same thing.. n early early gt ppl go buy food ad..
the early u noe mean wat time bo... --__+

The student all scare they although hv $$ bt cant gt the food to eat,.. so pity…

One of them is me.. lolz.. I still remember 1 day,I jz late a bit go down.. everything was finish..

Imagine la.. economy rice 4 lunch,11am all food ad finish.. kong por bo… aiz~

No choice la… who call I enter 1^st choice of uni.. really is my pleasure ^^

Nw I ad at pg, ad can eat wat I wan… the 1^st I wan eat I ad eat last nite.. hokian cha…

Waaa.. vry nice n yummy 99.. ^^

XiN Fu 99 ~

T.T

2day very unhappy~

day~s

v same like a small couple.. but not couple..

me in love but not in a relationship...

should i accept this relationship...?

im know he is waiting me so long~

almost

everyday he will report what he do in a day to me..

its's seen like a relationship wan start~

considering la

Flood~

i sick how many days then u rain hw many days..
2day again is a raining day..
god.. plz.. stop it.. plz dun make joke with us anymore..
many ppl affect by flood ad.. plz save them..  thz a lot...

The End~

finally,nearly 6years relation,have a dot at here..
its is good or bad 4 me..?
i no brave to think ad..
actually in this few years v break up..
my heart still at there..
many guys will ask.. r u put down everything? r u ok..?
r u still feel sad..?
i ll ans them : sure.. y not..?
but act im not.. i really cant make it..
im lying myself.. he still at my heart..
he still acc me.. he still at my beside me..he still love me..
but actually that is not the real that i think..
i love him.. not the simply u can understand it..
break is the way i choose.. i mz understand what will i gt after this..
but this is not the ways i wan..
i really don1 leave from u.. but..time is up..
i no more chance to care u.. no more chance share the happiness and sadness with you..
u also no need me ad,i noe it..
the day he msg me.. he was say a lot a lot thing,its he never told me b4..
it was hurt me very very deep..
situation..
the day i went out with friends..
i was call him.. i told him.. i wan u acc me 2nite.. just a moment,,
seriously,i nt greedy,just a moment..
he told me.. can 2ml..? im nt free now..
i ask he what he busy? he say his friends break up..
feel sad.. wan to acc him.. 
............................................................................
then v also not break up meh..?
i no need ppl acc also meh..?
..............................................................................
at last he was msg me like this..
"y u wan put down this relation but still wan call me find u.?
i don1 c u hurt u again.. i prefer u don1 c me anymore.."
after received his msg(s).. i dono what should i do..
..............................................................................
he told me like this.. what the mean..
he don1 hurt me ad or really don1 me ad?
he really don1 me ad.. how? dono..
dono what should i do ad.. i don1 force him ad..
he sad i gam buan i sad.. he wan freedom,i gv him..
he wan do what he like.. i gv him..
i jz to say,the way i choose today,is because of u..
i noe i say that i was hurt u a lot a lot.. bt sorry
i no brave to tell u y..?
at there.. he never come.. never concern my things..T.T
so i share at there la..
if i told u guys,if i say i choose this ways is 4 his own gd.. u believe or not..
maybe many ppl will doubt about that..
bt i tell u,u r wrong..
u totally wrong...
act i really because of him..
i really wan him feel happy.. i don1 he feel sad again..
i wan let him do what he like,love who she like,
go where he like,think what he wan..
i noe.. if i choose the 1st way,i will feel happy,bt he will feel sad..
if i choose the 2nd way,he will feel happy,but i will feel sad..
so..
i choose the 2nd way..
i noe if i like him.. i must like this..
he oni can happy..
if lets say that day,i choose the 1st way,4 him,he was no freedom..
he cant do the thing he like.. he will face a lot of problem..
fine.. because of him.. ur 2day decision is rite,worth..
i promise u,i wont sad,i wont cry,i will done my study..
i will do the best to myself..
i told myself.. nvm..
u not at beside me nvm.. i sad nvm..
as long as u happy enough..
im strong what.. what i oso can setter what...
dun worry me.. forget me..
jz think that i nvr appear in ur world..
nvr meet u....
................................................................................................
the end is i choose.. i must face it..
that day,u tell him like this.. he was hurt a lot... 2day..
dun let him hurt ad.. u hurt la now...
i promise u,i will start my new life..^^
i can..
bt thz god let me meet u b4.. i nvr regret..
if the time is turn to 2005,i will choose u..
still wont change~
the change is i will menhargai u..
the i noe cant ad.. too late 3 me.. nw i regret also cant ad...
i wan at ur beside also cant.. i jz noe i vry pain vry pain...
heart broken ad... i jz regret y last time i din hole ur hand properly..?
now u no at my beside.. i jz noe u r very important to me...T.T
who can understand me..? no ppl...
who can understand i love to him.? .no ppl...
who can replace him..? no ppl..
give me some time..i will stand up..
give me a month time to sad... gv me a month time to cry...
give me a month to recover.. give me a month to satnd up..
give me a month time to let u come out from my heart...
give me a month time to think back the good memory...
i scare i will 4get after this.. i wan concentrate on this this in this month...
hui chen,after a month... u cant do all this thing ad... u mz stand up...
the guy ad leave u... u sad also no use.. he will not back ad..
y u so stupid 1...? i dono...
i juz noe.. i love him much much than u cant imagine..
fine.. hui chen,give u a month time to rest la..
juz do what u wan, jz think what u wan... bt jz a month enough..
the thing i wan to do nw... is cry....
i wan cry until no sound... because..
cry oni can make my heart feel nicely...
i noe i was promise him,i wont cry.. but i jz need a month time to cry..
after this wont ad.. i will happy..
now.. the song is very suit me is :xin tong,心痛"..
i promise u guys.. after 1 month, really hui chen will back...
i will not use fake face to face u guys... i believe i can do it...
i hope u guys will believe me and support much much to me..
i need u guys..

fine,.. the story until here la... thz for reading..^^
wait me wait me,u guys muz wait me...~ nw im dreaming mode..
after a month,is a active mode ad~ BELIEVE me~ 

happy day~

yesterday and today, i was go shopping~ huh~ so syok~

i was buy what i need and want ~

i was buy my bao bao,friends's present,accessories,cloths,etc~

eat some more~

huh~

sure spend a lot wat~ 

damn poor now~

2ml still need to spend a lot leh..

i haven done all my things..

this time i back,i think nt purposely for study,...

is for enjoying,,

damn bad~ -__+

how are,my final result...?

anyway still need to study la...-___+

good luck ya ^^

a day after back from heaven^^

quite long period din back to Loving House ad~ mIz mIz~

but fall sick ad~ huh~ very suffer la--_+

i think tis time i bec, cant study ad~ 

gt a lot date... aiz~ 

cousin date,boss date,secondary fen date,working fen date,old fen date~

huh~ although so many entertainment can bring me a lot of happiness,

bt i scare i cant affort that~ haiz~ 

SICK life is so suffer~ T.T

day~

nervous day~

2day is our kaf presentation.. although i was prepared everything, bt still nervous~

huh~ bt unluckily,i noneed to present.. juz help my members oni~

gt ang kong and many many fen popi~ sure "bo tai chi" ^^ thz ya~ muackz~

sien~

feel very tired~

The Day~

Again is my Uni holiday..

as usual, i was doing my homework,watching my Movie,On9~

Haiz~ really is a boring Uni's life~ how come..?

seriously,home sick ad~ hiakhiak..

bt still hv few days can go bec ad..

yahooOOoo~ Penang, im coming...

waiting me ya^^<3

waiting gathering wif my ji mui them ^^

shopping~ facial~sliming~ sharing my Uni daily life wif my Mummy~

great~ ^^

huh.. i seen like 4get jor tht is nt my holiday, bt is my study week hor...

dun bother, enjoy 1st~ hiakhiak~ miss u all soOOoo much ya^^

Hk Disney land~ im coming sOon~

babe,let's go to HONG KONG disney land^^
kenot wait ad~ -__+

hOmE SicK~

miss u miss u~ <3
hope fas fas can back home~
almost 1 month din back ad~ HOME SICK ~
huhu~